He came to me with his mother. He’s 28, tall, handsome and a bit timid. He said he felt pain in his chest area all the time, since the breakup with his girlfriend, and that was 8 years ago! He was with the girl for 2 months and they had a fallout and he broke up with the girl. After that he started to feel the pain and it has never gone away. It affected his life deeply from all aspects - He couldn’t keep a regular job despite his great education background, he couldn’t feel the love from his family and he couldn’t feel any joy in life. For all those years he always knew the pain was from the breakup, but he didn’t know what to do about it.
While listening and watching him talking, I sensed the energy around him was quite stale. He needs to open up and get some fresh air.
Under the trance he went back to a lonely life all on his own - He was a homeless east Indian boy, he’s tired of being bullied and living on the street so he went to the jungle. He built a small hut in the jungle and lived in it by himself. That didn’t last long. Wilderness could be cruel if you are not equipped to defend yourself. He was killed by a tiger. Then in the second past life, he had a beautiful family with a wife and a kid, worked very hard in a big city and experienced a fulfilled life. He marveled at the love and joy he felt from the family.
Now that he’s in the deep trance, I brought him back to the feelings of his chest. Going back in time, he said the first time he felt that pain was in a liquor store. 8 years ago he sat in his car in the store parking lot and he was so sad about what just happened with the breakup and something got into him - “ Almost physical”, he said. That’s when the pain started.
I suspected if there’s any entity that approached him that was not part of him due to the location. They are frequent wherever alcohol, drugs or sickness present. So I called this “almost physical” thing out to talk. He has a name Peter. Peter is still part of him. Peter felt guilty deeply toward the girl since his refusal hurt her feelings. Peter thought he was a bad person by hurting others so he should be punished, and the punishment was taking away his joy in life and making him feel the pain.
I asked his Higher Mind to join us in this conversation to shed light on the situation. Guided by his own Higher Mind, he understood it’s his own sensitivity brought in the guilty feeling and self-punishment, while what he should do is love himself and forgive himself. Once Peter understood what he did was wrong, I helped him to change his job from hurting him to loving him. The Higher Mind also confirmed that his pain will be gone very soon. It’s a lesson of self-love and forgiveness.
Came out of the trance, he touched his chest and said:” I feel lighter, and I don’t feel any pain right now…”
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